Some days being a parent is just hard. Having your toddler pee in her pants in Target soaking the floor and the cart, and having to tell the Target employees who are pretty much teenage boys that there needs to be a clean up on aisle G4, and then having to buy emergency panties and slip them on in the middle of aisle all the while having your 6 month baby strapped to you in a bjourn, is just hard. There are no 2 ways about it. It is humorous but in the midst of it, it is hard. Yes I should have listened to BellaRose when she told me she needed to go potty, but I just wanted to finish the already harried trip. Next time I will know to listen to her or else I will have to pull over on terribly busy highway as 18 wheelers come flying at me with no regard to me or my Rosey who has to pee right then. The adventers of potty training are not for the weak. It is funny that right after that experience in Target yesterday I saw all of these pregnant women just patting their bellies, shopping by themselves, daydreaming of what it will be like to have a baby as they look at me all frazzled thinking their children won't be like that. Little do they know, really little did I know! I write all of this coming from a place of very little sleep. Hollings has been doing awesome, sleeping through the night, of course we expect every night to have to wake up not really wanting to make the big announcement that she sleeps through the night. Last night proved us right as both girls took turns crying. It was one of those nights that you don't trust the silence, so you stay awake waiting to hear the cry that is sure to come. We got sleep somewhere in between 1 am and 6, not sure when but it happened. Poor Worth has to face another day of doing math and fighting building suppliers for his materials on 4 hours of sleep. Bless that man! At least it will be in the 70's today.
And all these tails of woe lead me to a song that has been heavy on my heart and has brought me to tears. Take a LISTEN. This song has actually held me accountable lately because the lyrics are SO true. These stories will make for good rehearsal dinner material when these precious girls find their beloveds, and in the mean time I will try my hardest to embrace having my gorgeous purse peed on and not being able to take a shower for days on end, because it is all worth it isn't. Those giggles, those smiles, those cries for momma.